When things take it's turn for the worst.

I'm really in a bad mood these few days. I get pissed off as little things and I've been sick since Sunday. Not like i bother showing it. I've been having constant headaches and my body kept heating up. My throat was sore. And i got so annoyed with taking panadol so i just stopped completely. Let myself get better without meds. Haha.

I also haven't exactly had time to go out to enjoy. Weekends are packed with practices. And i've been procrastinating on my assignments. I'm basically the one to blame.

Just yesterday i found of my management lecturer is having cancer and we're getting a brand new lecturer. It's INHUMANE for us to say he was irresponsible all this while when he didn't not teach us anything. I don't think i've learnt anything throughout the entire semester and he still owes us up to 14 hours of class. Cancer or not, he didn't even bother to try.

So, right now we're being told to pity him. To give away our RM12oo for a subject to him. All 32 students in the class. Wow. Inti's becoming a new charity organization. We pay money for the greedy people and not for education anymore.

C'mon down people! Want to earn money by being a useless lecturer? Inti's the place for you. *rolls eyes*

Quality of lecturer's have seriously gone down the drain. I've lost respect for one. And i don't feel pity anymore for the guy who took all our money away. I tried to, but all this is making me even more angrier.


So basically, Inti's wonderful solution to all this is to have a new lecturer come in and teach us 12 topics in 2 weeks. Yeah, it's not impossible to do that, but what about those people who can't cope? Like me? I can't memorise things, i take 3 months to learn all the other subjects and you expect me to memorise 12 topics of management. I'm not stupid, i just take time to all this information in my head. Sheesh.

I'm not letting this go if i get anything lower than a C. I was guaranteed i would not get any lower than a C. Let's see how it goes.

So basically, i've got to complete assingments ASAP. Cram studying and do my best. What else? Nobody listens to me anymore. No matter how frustrating this it.


I keep complaining. But it's the truth. At least i'm not those girls who blogs about their love for non-existent guys and get emo-fied for nothing.

I'm sorry for all the shit im putting you through right now. Thanks to those who stuck by. :)