heart on a string.

My mind is going nuts. I can't help it.

There is no freaking way for me to contact you. It's already Saturday night..11pm. How long more am i supposed to wait? I am going out of my mind with worry but there is nothing i can do. You are supposed to get your phone already dammit! Why isn't there anything from you yet???

Yea. I am supposed to be patient. But i can't stand it. Not without knowing whats wrong.

You were always better at waiting then i was. Always.


I'm in a crappy mood because of this.


I want nothing more then to be calm for awhile. But not hearing from you is like instant torture. Seriously. :((( I keep thinking of the worst scenarios. *cries*

I really am weak. :(